2010 Year New Year, New Sem

Happy 2010 New Year,....

New Sem, New Hope.... But I feel alone like no one that really know me beside my bro (luckily I still have him) coz I feel like no one be there for me when I need someone especially when I was sick..... even though I thought at least my best fren will be with me.... Years ago I thought I had lost her but thoughts that we are still close came through my mind lately... A lot of things happen between us, though most bring joy to me but only last for a moment..... mostly feel that my best friend unwillingly to help me though a small matter... feel she didn't try to understand me, concern & take care of me.... I begin to lost more trust in this friendship

New Sem, New Stress....

I fall sick in the beginning of new sem... 38.8 Celsius fever suspected dengue

No transportation to see doctor, thanks a million to Kim that willing to accompany me to see doctor... Doctor scheduled me to blood test two days later and gave me M.C.

My best friend promised to bring to clinic but later she sms me said "kinda tired and not yet prepare for the interview.... which i think she can do it at night.... This phrase i shall never forget forever as it lower my trust to her even more... At the end i walked myself with fever to clinic and feel very sad and disappointed.... Coz if u can't do it, please dun promise me and later abandon it like a piece of junk.

When I was sick, my world become cold, feel everyone around like strangers.... Hope my best friend will concern me but at the end even strangers like taxi driver will ask my condition....

Luckily I have my family that care and love me when I was sick....


Life seems tough & difficult to me
BUT I will make myself tough Don't loose to anyone!!!!

Season.....

Season....

What is your favourite season?

My is spring coz I love flowers and windy day.

Under sunlight not that hot as summer, cloudy, and windy make me peace & calm.

Though Malaysia do not four seasons... but to travel to one of four-season countries during spring is one of my dreams.....

BUT in reality there is a season happening in my university besides rainy and hot day,

which is.......

EXAM SEASON!!!

Well, with exam just around the corner, I wanted to stop dreaming and concentrate in my finals and score well.

I would like to wish all my friends all the best in exams, and may we become the best among the best!!! Though "Stressed" but if we look in other way round, it is "Desserts" which you work hard first before you can the sweetness of your hardship, GAMBATEH!!!!

Frienship......

Frienship...

What does friendship means to you??

To me, friendship is like air...

Maybe some of you disagree with me, but for me that what friendhip is.

Friendship is like air because you may not discover the existence of air but you need air to breath.

Today I felt guilty to my dear best friend. I just go through her blog while she already created it 2 years++ ago. There I found her true voice that I never hear in my life. Many incidents between me and her, as time past by, our relationship getting loose. But we are still best friends but we seldom see each other and talk as we are in different colleges. I would like to apologise to her for my words that hurting her in the past and i also accept her apology in the blog. I'm touched that she mention me in the blog though it may a small matter to her, but I'm reali appreciate that I have a place in her heart as best friend. Though she may have a lot best friends now but I hope that she won't forget me. Sometimes a call,a sms. a email, or msn from her asking bout my conditions will be enough for me to have faith in this friendship. All I ever wanted is that my best friend of mine shows some cares and loves to me.

Sorry, my dear best friend

"Appreciate the person next to you, or regret if you don't"

Diary of My Life

Today is the 2nd day since I started my blog and I'm so happy to get the 1st comment from public even though I do not know that guy but thanks a lot!!
Now it is 1.15pm in the afternoon, and I juz had my lunch. I'm waiting for 2pm to attend my class. Now I'm online to find some info on my assignments. This moment is my most relax moment in this semester. This week is week 12 and another 2 weeks before study week and up coming final exam!! Today I would to share something with you all

Love your books,
Engaged with your studies,
Marry your exams,
Honeymoon with your results!!!!

Have a nice day everyone!! ('',)v

First time of blogging

Well this is my first time do my own blog just like the new born puppies in the cup.If you came across my blog, pls take a look of it as this is my real story of life!!! Please give me your support and I would like to hear comments from you. Arigato!('',)v