Happy 2010 New Year,....
New Sem, New Hope.... But I feel alone like no one that really know me beside my bro (luckily I still have him) coz I feel like no one be there for me when I need someone especially when I was sick..... even though I thought at least my best fren will be with me.... Years ago I thought I had lost her but thoughts that we are still close came through my mind lately... A lot of things happen between us, though most bring joy to me but only last for a moment..... mostly feel that my best friend unwillingly to help me though a small matter... feel she didn't try to understand me, concern & take care of me.... I begin to lost more trust in this friendship
New Sem, New Stress....
I fall sick in the beginning of new sem... 38.8 Celsius fever suspected dengue
No transportation to see doctor, thanks a million to Kim that willing to accompany me to see doctor... Doctor scheduled me to blood test two days later and gave me M.C.
My best friend promised to bring to clinic but later she sms me said "kinda tired and not yet prepare for the interview.... which i think she can do it at night.... This phrase i shall never forget forever as it lower my trust to her even more... At the end i walked myself with fever to clinic and feel very sad and disappointed.... Coz if u can't do it, please dun promise me and later abandon it like a piece of junk.
When I was sick, my world become cold, feel everyone around like strangers.... Hope my best friend will concern me but at the end even strangers like taxi driver will ask my condition....
Luckily I have my family that care and love me when I was sick....
Life seems tough & difficult to me
BUT I will make myself tough Don't loose to anyone!!!!
Friday, January 8, 2010
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